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Sunday, June 24, 2007

no no no no no.

DELTA IS THE BEST.

We are the best.

The best of the best.

Yes.

We rock the rest.

We are the very best.

BRAVO :D

Nothing will stop us from being the most endearing. Wo men shi zui ke ai de. Haha. Holidays ending soon. I still thinking about camp. I remember the chicken feet and nightwalk. Those made me feel lonely. One can't see some more. I got splashed and smeared with tomatoes and cucumbers. I thought I smelt papaya. Our 39 ma'ams were behind me and they were grabbed away. I tried to hold on but...ya. We only had 5 Bravarians at one point of time I think. And my shi dai was so dirty with fruits. I think YanNi said we looked like rotten fruit sellers. I totally agree with that. We looked so lang2 bei4 in dripping fruit juice.

And I think I managed to complete nightwalk all by myself! I'm so happy. There were so many spooky stuff on the way lah. Ma'ams were telling us not to look into mirrors and windows because they might be something we don't recognise. And ma'ams also said to pretend everything creepy was planned by them. Don't they know that's scary lol?

I was quite scared at first. Not afraid of spooky stuff, but I thought I might miss the checkpoints :P I spotted the huge sheet of white paper on the dark window. I was quite afraid to look in at first, but when I looked, it was totally dark. I couldn't see much. The scariest was at the NP room! The task was put up on a noticeboard and I walked in after reading the task. It was well lit to me, but I didn't expect it to be more scary than other dark places.

Ma'ams slammed the doors and a lullaby-like handphone ringtone started ringing. I thought I heard a little pegging. And then when I reached near the door the other side, I think one ma'am was under the table wearing a poncho, moaning and reaching out her hand. I was like, "Oh my." I was quite nervous. I just ignored the sound and looked for my name. As soon as I caught sight of the paper, I grabbed it and walked out briskly. After everything ended, Pei Ting said I looked calm when I walked out of the NP corridor when she & Jinghong ma'am saw me. Nice fact.

But I have to admit that the PT was quite to the extreme. I think it can be a challenge for everyone. I missed one round on the 2nd day :( Anyway, I really liked ATC a lot.

Ke Shi, holidays are ending! I don't want them to end, I haven't got enough of it. I wished I had a longer one. Then I can try doing the crest for the board.

It's super frustrating now. My mum is screaming at me. Gotta go.

wheeheehee.

hello khengwee.

x))

hmm.

you got stomachache during camp.

actually, sounds quite like what happened to me.

during dalt.

you get what i mean.

ya.

erm.

i shall blog about delta.

DELTA'S THE BEST!!

ADMIT IT, WE ALL KNOW THAT.

anyway, that day ma'am was saying we got the most something.

and she was saying start with c end with c.

and i was thinking catastrophic.

is it spelled that way?

nevermind.

so, erm...

that's it.

buhbye/tahtar.

Saturday, June 23, 2007

Well, since I am unable to blog all about ATC, I'll just write whatever I think of.

For the results, Alpha got the best company, BRAVO got most endearing (Jia you!), Charlie got the most spirited and Delta got the most charismatic.

Overall, the camp was so exciting and ci4 ji1. It's really unforgetttable, although it was quite tiring. I was MSNing YanNi yesterday and she was very lei4 also. Very challenging, I felt that I pushed myself to the limit in the camp. I think everyone got a stronger sense of urgency and squadmates and I like, mustered courage to help everyone around. I feel that at first we were not as zhi2 jie1 & shuang3 kuai4 to help at the first second.

Also, we also tried to hold on and persevere much more than we usually did. I was proud and like hen2 you3 cheng2 jiu4 gan3. I have never did such PTs in my entire life before.

I also learnt to help each other more, and think of others whatever we do. I could have improved on volunteering more and sharing my ideas. I feel a little disappointed.

After campfire, I started to she bu de zou. I think other squadmates ye3 yi2 yang4. On the third day, I was determined to push myself, over the limit, if I could. However, in one of the rounds, where we ran with rifles, I went to the toilet. I had a really weird stomachache. I got out quite quickly. I didn't know what was wrong. I continued running despite the pain. It started and stopped a lot. It was very uncomfortable and painful. At least I finished the PT. When we proceeded on to breakfast, I felt like I wanted to vomit. There was something bittery and sour at my throat. Stuck. YanNi helped me to tell ma'am. I didn't think of telling. I told her, maybe I needed to go toilet or something. I was at lost actually.

I spent quite some time at the medic station. Our 39 ma'ams helped Jia Jia and I with the breakfast. When I went to the toilet to wash my hands, I tried to spit out the weird taste at my throat. When I sat down, the pain started coming back. Ya, so it was like that like for a number of times. I kept grabbing my fingers. Now my fingers are reddish and the skin peeled off. Enough about that. I feel sick now.

When I took my longest shower since the past three days yesterday, I discovered I was bruised all over. Especially the huge blue-black patch on my right hip bone. I can't even place my elbow really near it suddenly. Luckily, I didn't suffer any blisters.

I think I shall continue tomorrow, if I have time. Zi Han, add to the archive if you can.

BRAVO
我们是最棒的！

Friday, June 22, 2007

END OF ATC le....

It's so unforgettable. Wo yi ding bu hui wang ji de. This blog is so quiet. I can think in silence.

On the first day

We fell in as squads and then on the day itself, the companies were announced with its members. Glenda, Pei Ting, YanNi and I were in Bravo. I thought I reached school quite early and around 6 plus, but lots of squadmates zao dao le. We were given rifles for the first time and we were to take care of them. Right after the beginning, we had a bag check. What we had to do was to take everything out from our bags and lay it on a table. We exchanged positions with ma'ams and double checked their belongings. I was a little pressurised by the time limit.

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Tuesday, June 19, 2007

ROAR.
YOU'RE NOT ALONE IN THIS, KHENG WEE.
SIGH.
I'M AS STRESSED TOO.
DOUBLE SIGH.
THERE'S, LIKE, SO MUCH THERE IS TO DO.
SO LITTLE TIME.
REMINDS ME OF MARY-KATE AND ASHLEY.
WHAT A LONG TIME AGO.
SIGH.
PERSONALLY, I THINK THE SEC 2 AND 3 MA'AMS WILL LAUGH AT US.
WHEN THEY SEE US IN FULL UNIFORM.
I WONDER WHICH COMPANY I'LL BE IN.
AND YOU, TOO.
MAYBE THE SAME.
THE CHANCE IS ABOUT 25%.
OR IS IT EVEN CALCULATED LIKE THAT?
ARGH.
NEVERMIND.
FORGET IT.
THERE'S SO MUCH THAT I NEED TO DO.
SO MUCH...
SO I CANT START AT ALL.
AS A RESULT.
SIGH.
I REALLY WANT TO SKIP ATC.
BUT I WONT.
OH, AND,
ERM,
I GOT ANOTHER STOMACH CRAMP TODAY.
SIGH.
HAHA.
MY FRIEND CAME TO USE THE COMPUTER TODAY.
SHE USED IT FROM 2 UNTIL 10.
8 HOURS.
HER DEGREE IS GOING TO WORSEN.
PEOPLE ARE TALKING ABOUT YOU IN SQUAD BLOG, RIGHT?
NEVERMIND.
IGNORE THEM ALL.
AND YOUR NAME IS ON THE NP WEBSITE!!
THAT'S A VERY VERY GOOD THING TOO.
I WISH MINE WAS THERE.
RAHHS.
BUT IT ISNT.
AND MY FAVOURITE SHOW ENDS TOMORROW.
AND ATC STARTS TOMORROW.
SO SO DEPRESSED OVER IT.
ROAR ROAR ROAR.
DONT KNOW WHY I SUDDENLY LIKE TO TYPE ROAR.
MAYBE ITS BECAUSE OF her.
YOU KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT.
YES, YOU DEFINITELY KNOW.
SHALL POST HERE MORE OFTEN, THEN.
I SEWED ON THE FORMATION .
HOPE ITS NOT WRONG.
MUST MEMORISE ALL THE REPORTING BY TOMORROW.
I HAVENT EVEN STARTED.
TOMORROW WEAR MUFTI (BY POPULAR DEMAND.).
RAHHS.
STRESSED LARH.
AIYA.
ALL DIE LARH.
I'M SO PESSIMISTIC.
OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT.
CANT HELP IT.
EVEN THE MOST OPTIMISTIC PEOPLE WILL TURN PESSIMISTIC.
AT THIS TIME.
REMINDS ME OF...
I FORGOT.
SIGH.
DONT BRING ILLEGAL STUFF!
ALTHOUGH SQUADMATES HAVE FOUND THE BRILLIANT METHOD.
YEAH.
BUT I WAS KIND OF THINKING OF SOMETHING ELSE IN MIND.
BESIDES THAT METHOD.
SIGH.
THIS IS REALLY DEPRESSING.
HONESTLY.
I HAVE NO CLUE WHAT I SHOULD DO.
SO MANY THINGS, SO LITTLE TIME.
SIGH.
I REALISED THAT MY COUSIN KEEPS QUOTING.
YES.
SHE QUOTES FROM MY BLOG.
BECAUSE SHES LAZY.
SHES LAZY TO TYPE AND SHE LIKES TO...
ERM...
GAO3 LES.
SHE LIES ON PEOPLE.
GIRLS ESPECIALLY.
AND HER SISTER TOO.
SIGH.
NEVERMIND.
MUST GO AND PACK NOW.
SEE YOU.
MUST GO AND ASK QUESTIONS NOW.
AND PLEASE BRING YOUR CAMP BOOKLET TOMORROW.
I DIDNT KNOW WHICH IS THE RIGHT ONE SO I PRINTED TWO.
THEN I CAN COMPARE.
COUGHING REALLY BADLY.
SIGH.
COUGH COUGH COUGH COUGH COUGH.
SIGH.
COUGH THROUGH ATC.
OK.
BUHBYE NOW.
AND SHALL NOT UPDATE PROFILE.
NOT JUST YET.

I feel so reluctant. I can't leave my home sweet home and the computer. Also got the TV.

No one will understand..

Holidays are ending, I don't want it to end so soon. I am afraid I will stone there during the fake emergency. What if I didn't apply the correct treatment to the casualty? It is all terrifying. My ugly whistle is affecting me.

ATC seems so tough. No home clothes at all. I feel myself quivering now. No one told us how ATC was like. Well, 5 squadmates in a squad isn't that bad. I'm afraid, that I can't get up. Lots of troubling and worrying thoughts are going through my mind at the moment.

I get less time to prepare. It's my sister's birthday and we have to go out for dinner soon. We are also celebrating dad's birthday at the same time, his birthday is 10 days later.....

I am not prepared. zen me ban, zi han? I reckon you won't read this by tonight. Rawr, I think I won't finish blogging everything I am thinking of.

My major worries.

-what if my stuff can't fit into my bag?
-can i bring a long bag? (my bag is very tall)
-can i use plastic bags for rags and shoes?
-am i able to do all the PTs?

:( I wanna cry.

Monday, June 4, 2007

A lame result

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