Black and White

NPAP!

2009-02-16T21:49:00.002+08:00

Haha I've not much interest in blogging on my own blog xD
So I shall post my npap thoughts here, since not many post here.

First npap!
we changed on the bus, omg. sshh~ coz we didn't know if we had enough time, and ma'ams also didn't want to change at HTA. we had to march in, and the sir/ma'am was shouting for an IC. in the someone from our area was saboed. it's quite scary lol, i remember walking to the shed frightened because everyone was like there already. and because our bus was late. yijia and i were like don't know where to go. haha then we saw acsb people standing there too. so we just went to look for any sir who was available. while putting on the frock, we met this girl who's very friendly~ mei ling i think. the way the sirs spoke wasn't really what i expected though. we learnt a little flag drills from glenda, so we were okay. i was super irritated for a period of time where i couldn't sai the pole into the frog/frock(sp?)

then sir said to put down our poles and go for 5 mins water break, i was like thinking, what, only 5 mins? and by then everyone ran far far away already. except me and yi jia and a few people. it was quite weird lah. im surprised by the amount of food they give us! it's like one proper meal (fast food of course~) it was not very hard, compared to our usual drills, which would make me sweat like hell. and we went back to acsb and took a bus (wenxian and yijia) and we ended up at jurong terminal. got home later than usual. HUNGRY AND TIRED.

second npap~
we were still late, the bus ended up late. what's different was we changed at acsb itself. haha alicia alr know where the toilet is, but in the end we follow someone from np to the toilet. and it's quite fun changing in a nice toilet (not that dirty) got up the bus, we didn't sing as much. reached there and marched in. this time we were in time for attendance taking, and took our flag poles. we learnt homad and hentaking with the flag pole. it was much more tedious. i could smell the sweat of everyone lol. (eww.)

break time. walked around, ate a little. haha we wasted the food, as in, we didn't make use of the chance and eat. after the break was even tougher. HENTAK and HENTAK. redo a lot of times. after some time, we had to do in the parade square, with all the contingents. and the sir up there said fb 2 was improving :D we weren't moving as much. but it was super tiring. and my arm went down a teeny weeny bit. i didn't do it on purpose! as i didn't realise also. but the rest of the time i was doing my best and trying to ren3 when it's tough. went home with yijia, didn't follow the bus back. got home about the same time. but i felt pukey.

OHH! I've got 2 goodie bags in total. that time alicia said it was rare to get a goodie bag. apparently our year is much better xD and jiayou sqdms for npap!
kw

OUR GUEST BLOGGER :D

2008-11-08T14:37:00.003+08:00

Yo everyone :) We have invited a special guest - Puay Ling to blog on our blog today :D Woohoo~~

hahaha.. hello!
TALKING ABT, ACS(B)... haizz..
they screw up our day.. (?)

lols.. spoil our mood
anw, it was fun to talk to them too. haha

yay! it was wierd i think
tanjong katong girls got champion for the Iron Chef comp..
guess what we got ... !!
we got a cert. lehh.. haha..

so MALU
i am so sorry to say this but we seemed to be unprepared despite the fact that we were the ones who brought the most no. of things to JSS. and perhaps we were the most tired there cos we all went for choral and drama nite ytd and even discussed at midnight last night on wad to bring today!!!

so i had a very very bad feeling
hahahahahaha

our dear kheng wee is eating chocolate and zi han is eating ice-cream while complaining abt who is fatter. OMG..haha

scary ppl
now they are comparing abt who has muscles.. hahhahahahhahahah
but i guess SOMEONE has more muscle then was and she is ....
she is....
she is...
she is...
ahem ahem ahem..

lol. oh am i spaming?

THANKYOU TO A NICE NICE MA'AM FOR HER ADVICE AT MIDNIGHT!! OMG. WE LOVE HER!! :):) HAHAHA
THANKYOU MA'AM

byebye :)

Puay Ling

2008-08-26T23:31:00.002+08:00

I feel quite stressed, yet somehow looking forward to things.

*sighs* I found a white strand of hair okay. Afraid that I will not be able to take it anymore. teachers' day coming soon, looking forward to going back to rgps. meet primary school friends. :D and 202 is performing (: yay. and there is class breakfast too, speaking of it, i need to go buy food for it.

but the stress just comes in. especially now... ahh and oh yah i didn't go for campcraft today. spent my afternoon in the rehearsal xD okay i feel kinda tired le, tata!

2008-08-14T10:29:00.002+08:00

hey khengwee!
i'm posting.
i'm still posting.
and i still am...

ok that is lame.
-.-"

anyway, i posted!
(ok, am still posting.)
but the thing is, i'm posting!
ok i shall stop mentioning the fact that i am posting.
although i am posting.
x)

dry shoot and liveshoot!
<3
yays.
do you want to get into shooting team?
cos we got like 7th this year.
then next year we shall get 1st, cos 41 will be in it.
i think.

i dont know what i'm exactly trying to ssay here.
the computer lab keyboard is very hard to use.
maybe they can upgrade it to better keyboards.

i feel giddy.
from typing.
sigh.
i shouldnt have stayed up to watch the 2nd telecast of the olympic games last night.
but then i missed the first telecast...

ok.
i feel very giddy.
i shall go now.
remember to post!

zihan. x)

2008-05-02T00:36:00.002+08:00

Hey Zi Han, I put up the new blogskin le :D Looks pretty cool! I'm kinda tired so I won't be blogging much, haha neglected this place for too long le. I wanna do arms drills again, but it's friday. rawr. so there is the parade rehearsal.

man there is napfa. i wanna pass! okay. ohh ma'am are performing during assembly. can't wait for it. lalala. and i got to post on our tagboard. it's like my browser never allows me to see any cbox, and it suddenly did! LOL. Anyway hope you like it :D

I think I wanna ask my sis come for open house, don't know if she is going. Classbreakfast tomorrow :O Must remember to bring my stuff. :) I'm suspecting people will forget. xD

2008-02-20T23:16:00.002+08:00

YO KHENGWEE!
YOU FOUND YOUR HONGZI YET?
YES NO YES?
OK JIAYOU IN FINDING.
ANYWAY, MY GIANT ORCEH IS GETTING COLOURFUL.
WHICH IS, WELL, ERM, COOL.
YEAHS.
COS ITS...
COLOURFUL?
NVM.
ANW, MY MORTAL SAW MY FACE!
PROBABLY WHEN I WENT TO POST WITH PUAY LING THE OTHER DAY.
OHNO!
WHAT TO DO?
AND I WORSER THAN YOU LORHS.
1 WEEK NVR REPLY ONE.
BUT SHE ALSO VERY KIND NEVER COMPLAIN.
YEAHS.
I WAS JUST THINKING.
ABOUT SCHOOL AND ALL THAT.
AND I REALISED I DONT WANT THIS LIFE.
EVERYDAY DO THE SAME THING TYPE OF LIFE.
I WANT DIFFERENT.
THATS WHY I WANT TO BE ZOOLOGIST.
THEN PLAY WITH ANIMALS!
AND LIVE IN THE AMAZON RAINFOREST WITH 4 TIGERS.
AND 4 JAGUARS, 2 RHINOS AND LOTS OF MONKEYS AND GORILLAS.
NOW THAT IS SOMETHING.
BUT I KNOW IT WILL STILL END UP BEING BORING.
YOU KNOW I WROTE A BOOK?
OK, A SEMI-BOOK.
ITS INCOMPLETE.
ABOUT A YEAR SINCE I LAST TOUCHED IT.
I WANT TO FINISH IT.
BUT I DOUBT IF I CAN.
I TOTALLY NEVER PLAN ONE LORHS.
XIANG SHEN ME, XIE SHEN ME.
THATS WHY MY ENGLISH SO LAN.
BUT NEVERMIND, I'M CHINESE, RIGHT?
BUT, NO.
NOW LIAN DONG WU DOU JIANG YING WEN.
(SIGN LANGUAGE IS TRANSLATED TO ENGLISH.)
OH I'M LEARNING BRAILLE.
YOU KNOW, THE BLIND PEOPLE LANGUAGE?
(OK I SHOULDNT SAY THAT.)
I LEARNED FROM 1 TO 5.
. 1
.. 3?
THEN THE REST HARDER TO WRITE.
AS IN THE FRONT TELLS THE PERSON WHAT TYPE OF WORD IT IS.
(THE L SHAPE THING.)
THEN THE DOT IS THE NUMBER.
YEAH.
QUITE NICE.
I LIVE ON LEVEL 21.
THEN CAN USE BRAILLE TO PRESS BUTTON.
BUT YEAH, IF I'M REALLY SERIOUS THEN I WILL consider BUYING A BOOK.
(ON BRAILLE, WHAT ELSE.)
SIGH.
YEAHS.
OK.
THATS ALL.
JIAYOUS!
BYEBYE.

Me Again

2008-01-12T01:08:00.001+08:00

:) Haha me. I've got some stuff to share. I like the animations.

I like the banner a lot. Don't know why. xD

Post Post Post

2008-01-12T00:53:00.000+08:00

Hey, I've changed my blog layout on my personal. I like the purply black colour. Haha.

And hor, I got these stupid scratch marks on my knees. The peg's fault. And you know what? The ba4 cuts people too. I got a cut by the ba4 today on my hand. I guess I'm very injury-prone. Me crapping here and there. I was saying how long the twine was on my blog just now haha.

Ehh. I'm scared. I won't grow anymore. :( Last year, my growth velo was 5+cm, meaning I grew five a year, but now it's only 2cm.. See lah. I think you got chance to overshoot me. Haha.

My mortal is really very very enthu, whenever I pass her a letter (have yet to see her.), she always reply really quickly. And I take one day to reply. :X I'm very sloww. I feel so guilty. I think one dayy she will send me a letter the size of a book.

Coz the first time I wrote to her, it was about half page, then later she reply one. It kept increasing and her most recent letter is THREE pages long! Initially I thought she will dump me one lor. I'm a lot slower in replying. But she seems a lot of fun!!

102 rocks. The installation today made me realise how sec 1s are very very tall. =] Hopefully my sis will get into NY too!

2007-10-21T18:27:00.000+08:00

HELLO KHENG WEE.
HERE TO BLOG.
I ADMIT I'M LAZY.
IN FACT, I'M SO LAZY THAT I CANT BE BOTHERED TO LOG IN.
LOLS.
THATS WHY I NEVER UPDATE.
ALTHOUGH I'M ONLINE A LOT.
LIKE, I JUST GO ONLINE AND LISTEN TO SONGS.
AND READ MY BOOK.
WASTE OF ELECTRICITY.
AND, IT INCREASES THE IMPACT OF THE ENHANCED GREENHOUSE EFFECT.
ANYWAY, HOW ARE YOUR GRADES?
I FAILED LANG ARTS.
(58 MARKS!)
I THINK I'LL GET KICKED NEXT YEAR.
BUT ON THE BRIGHT SIDE, I GOT 83 FOR SCIENCE.
AND 71 FOR MATHS.
WHICH MEANS I'M ELIGIBLE FOR NUS HIGH SCHOOL.
I MEAN, ONCE, THAT WAS WHERE I WANTED TO GO.
SERIOUS.
OH, YES.
A NICE SONG.
x))

不要傻傻的　站在那门口等
打开这扇门　你就会明白怎么可能
爱像一道光　照亮我整个人
所有的奇迹　都因你而诞生
爱要　一寸一寸
慢慢累积成为永恒
爱我　不只灵魂
奋不顾身只为一吻
不要不承认　你看见了爱神
愿赌要服输　乖乖的接受我的保护
你如此单纯　像单细胞生物
所有的错误　你怎么不清楚
爱要　一寸一寸
慢慢累积成为永恒
爱我　不只灵魂
奋不顾身只为一吻
We Wish U Oh My Babe
We Wish U Oh My Babe
We Wish U Oh My Babe
We Wish U Oh Love My Baby
走进 Magic Room 日月伴著星辰
幸福的铃声　见证我俩的美丽人生
爱像一道光　照亮我整个人
所有的奇迹　都因你一诞生
爱要　一寸一寸　慢慢累积成为永恒
爱我　不只灵魂
奋不顾身只为一吻
不要不承认　愿赌要服输
你如此单纯　所有的错误
你怎么不清楚
爱要　一寸一寸
慢慢累积成为永恒
爱我　不只灵魂
奋不顾身只为一吻
We Wish U　We Wish U
We Wish U　We Wish U
We Wish U　We Wish U
We Wish U　We Wish U
We Wish U

AHAHAS YES THIS IS NICE.
IT'S FROM "THE MAGICIANS OF LOVE".
BUT IT'S NOT THE MAIN SONG.
LOLS.
I DONT KNOW THE MAIN SONG.
IT'S BY 183 CLUB.
YOU SHOULD WATCH THE SHOW.
BUT I THINK YOU WILL GET HEART ATTACK.
SO I HAD BETTER NOT TELL YOU THE TIME OF THE SHOW ETC.
(FRIDAY NIGHTS, 11.30 PM TO 1.30 AM.)
YES, I AM AN OWL.
HOOT HOOT.
I STAY UP FOR THE SHOW.
ANYWAY, ITS NICE TO SLEEP LATE.
(ESPECIALLY AT 2 AM. IT'S NICE.)
I DONT FEEL THAT TIRED, USUALLY.
I WONDER IF THE TIME I SLEEP IS TH E SAME AS BRAZIL.
ANYWAY, I'VE BEEN READING A LOT.
AND I STILL HAVE A LOT TO DO.
LOLS.
I'M TOO LAZY.
BUT I SHALL START.
SOON.
I DONT KNOW HOW SOON.
BUT SOON.
LOLS.
x))
ANYWAY, I SHALL ENJOY NOW.
FIRST.
BEFORE MAKING ALL THE PRESENTS AND GIVING THEM OUT.
SIGH.
JUST WONDERING.
YOU REMEMBER ESTHER'S BIRTHDAY?
THE THING THAT I WAS DRAWING?
ON THE FOOLSCAP?
THE ONE I SAID I WAS GIVING TO ESTHER?
(BUT SHE STILL SAW IN THE END.)
ANYWAY, JUST WONDERING IF YOU WANT TO LEARN HOW TO DO THAT.
HONEST.
YOU WANNA KNOW HOW?
I INTEND TO GIVE ONE TO ALL SQUADMATES.
BUT THAT MEANS I'LL AVE TO DO 40 PIECES.
(THEY HAVE THE PRIVILEGE TO CHOOSE THEIR DESIGN, RIGHT?)
BUT THEN, MIGHT AS WELL GIVE TWO TO EVERYBODY.
BUT BEFORE ALL THAT, I SHOULD FINISH MY LIBRARY BOOKS.
AND MAYBE GO TAKE SOME NEOPRINTS.
AND GO OUT AGAIN.
AHAHAS.
YES.
ANOTHER SONG.
FROM THE MAGICIANS OF LOVE.
(AI QING MO FA SHI.)

你太过天真　又不够诚恳　看你两眼无神　当然不够动人
我有天分　让你重新做人　完美情人　马上就要诞生

请想清楚　只要走进这 Magic Room
你会发现我们之间没有什么是不可能

爱上一个人　我不得不去小心认真
爱上一个人　总是让我太过分神
爱上一个人　如何才能得一百分
给我个眼神　就可以美梦成真

这样残不残忍　够不够狠 (够不够狠)　我这一生 (我这一生)　太过造化弄人
你的一吻 (你的一吻)　都是矛盾 (都是矛盾)　新仇旧恨　让我越陷越深

请想清楚　只要走进这 Magic Room
你会发现我们之间没有什么是不可能

爱上一个人　我不得不去小心认真
爱上一个人　总是让我太过分神
爱上一个人　如何才能得一百分
给我个眼神　就可以美梦成真

我们的爱　就像头条新闻　随时可能弄假成真 Woo No
狠下心和他抗争　千万别一蹶不振

爱我　你怎不爱我　我怎不难过　我又能如何　如何洒脱
爱我　你怎不爱我　我怎不难过　我又能如何　看透
爱我　你怎不爱我　我怎不难过　我又能如何　如何挣脱
爱我　你怎不爱我　我怎不难过　我又能如何　承受 Yeah~

爱上一个人　我不得不去小心认真
爱上一个人　总是让我太过分神
爱上一个人　如何才能得一百分
给我个眼神　就可以美梦成真

YOU HONESTLY SHOULD WATCH THE SHOW.
IT'S VERY NICE.
GO YOUTUBE.
THERE HAVE.
AS IN, LACKING THE LAST EPISODE OR SOMETHING.
BUT IT WILL STILL DO.
I WOULD GO CRUNCHYROLL, BUT THEY DONT HAVE IT.
LOLS.
THATS SAD.
ANYWAY, THEY DANCE REALLY WELL.
HONESTLY.
THERE'S STILL ONE MORE.
HERE YOU GO.

轻轻关上我的眼睛　整个心里都是你　希望真爱能被你感应
你是月亮我是星星　陪你一起数心情　见证我俩爱情的降临

在我心里　最爱的人就是你　装上翅膀我要飞向你
爱的印记　如此坚定　这是我们的甜蜜约定

轻轻呼吸你的呼吸　心里满满都是你　你是阳光水还有空气
茫茫人海确定是你　幸福闪烁的眼睛　月亮代表我的一颗心

在我心里　最爱的人就是你　装上翅膀我要飞向你
爱的印记　如此坚定　这是我们的甜蜜约定

在我心里 Yeah　最爱的人就是你　装上翅膀我要飞向你~ (要飞向你)
爱的印记　如此坚定　这是我们的甜蜜约定

Baby U Will Know Our Love So Sweet

AHAHAS.
THIS ONE IS AT THE END OF THE SHOW.
THERE'S A MI GONG, BUT THAT WAS BY QI DUO HUA.
ANYWAY, I NEED TO GO.
x)
GO TO FINISH MY MOUNTAINOUS TASK.
SO CALLED.
OK BYEBYE.

2007-10-18T16:30:00.000+08:00

Hey Zihan, haven't blogged for a long time. Congrats for your pickleball :D So pro.

And we got some briefing for campcraft tomorrow. =( Scary. And oh yeah, we still must tally see which squadmates not going tomorrow then call ma'am is it?

I still got choral night practice tomorrow. And I'm going crazy, the renovations upstairs is super loud and annoying. I'll go madd.. And when I took bus today, I saw someone.. Didn't expect it. And yesterday my ex-schoolmate said she saw me at jurong point bus terminal and I didn't see her. Paiseh.. Still got a few more bus experiences haha.

How's your choral coming? I think I'll die :( I'm organising the what family day for the time being with Jiajia for the class because the monitress is absent and the asst monitress fractured a bone. I think I never talk so much. Haha. Never talked to the entire class since like last year. I missed the days. Quite fun/

We very long haven't blogged le. remember to post more :D And I gotta go. I'll tell you some stuff tomorrow during lunch or something :P

2007-09-14T21:23:00.000+08:00

HELLO KHENG WEE.
TIME FOR YOU TO SEE my VIDEOS.
x))

WEI4 SI1 LI3! (THE 'W' FILES)

GE2 SHI4 ZHUI1 XIONG1! (TO GET UNSTUCK IN TIME)

SHUI3 HU3 WU2 JIAN1 DAO4! (SHADES OF TRUTH)

AHAHAS.
LIKE MY VIDEOS?
I KNOW THEY ARE NICE.
AND DEEP DOWN, YOU KNOW IT TOO...
OK, THEY ARE JUST DRAMAS.
GO WATCH THEM!
AT CRUNCHYROLL.COM
YOU HAVE TO MAKE AN ACCOUNT, OF COURSE, BUT DONT UPGRADE.
WHEN THEY ASK YOU TO PAY, IGNORE IT.
(LIKE I DO. :))
AHAHAS.
OK.
YOU WANT TO KNOW SOMETHING?
I WAS IN GROUP 18.
AND I WAS USHER.
SO I USHERED THE FAJARIANS.
AND THE MALE FAJARIANS IN GROUP 18.
GUESS WHAT THEY DID?
THEY DREW ON THE TABLES.
USING POSTER COLOURS.
HOW VERY EVIL.
THE TABLES HAVE TURNED INTO BLUE INDIANS.
AGAINST THEIR WILL.
SIGH.
POOR TABLES.
AHAHAS.
ANYWAY, MAYBE I SHOULD POST MORE AT MY BLOG.
WHAT DO YOU THINK?
MY BLOGS KINDA DEAD, RIGHT?
YEAH, HAVENT POSTED IN A WHILE.
BUT ACTUALLY I HAVE LOTS TO BLOG ABOUT.
JUST THAT I'M LAZY.
OK.
RANDOM VIDEO-BLOG.
OK BYEBYE.

2007-09-10T19:16:00.000+08:00

Hehe, now I post again. I wanted to post some of the requests I've made for people :) Let me know what you think

:D

2007-09-10T18:55:00.000+08:00

I shall have the honour of doing the 22nd post then :) It's closely related to me and my birthday! Anyway, I enjoyed HSM2 so much, it was awesome. The plot had so much twists and even surprises I didn't expect. I still think the first movie was better.. There was much trying to achieve their dreams instead of the second. I heard that there will be HSM3 also!!

Hehe, so happy. I dont mind watching the replay today lol. There's maths tomorrow. *cries* I don't look forward to that anyway. ARGH. My dad's car got crashed into last week, and I feel so angry for him. I mean the damage to the boot is like massive dent. And it's so horrid, you'll get it if you had seen the pictures he had taken for evidence.

The driver was on the van and he just knocked straight behind. What's wrong with him?! Luckily my dad and the driver wasn't injured and the car is just in bad bad state. I have no idea how my dad is going to bring my sister home after school. Unless...I need to fetch her home. This is such a bad thing to happen. I am still fuming mad. Then we can't take the car for one week or more. Sorry I'm typing crap.

Gotta mug for exams =( Why? To get to Sec 2. This is so stressful. I love jumping on the bed to "destress". It's so fun. Boing, Boing, Boing.

P.S. I shall post a music video soon I think.

2007-09-07T23:15:00.000+08:00

THIS IS THE 21ST POST.
A GREAT IMPACT ON THE 21ST CENTURY.
HAHAS.
LIKE REAL.
x))
ANYWAY, I DIDNT KNOW I HAVE A FRUIT NAME.
DO YOU KNOW MINE?
HAHAS NEVERMIND.
ANYWAY, I HATEA TUDYING.
MY CHINESE TEACHER JUST UPLOADED TEN MORE ASSIGNMENTS.
I DONT NEED TO WATCH BNSDMM.
SIGH.
NEVERMIND.
I SHALL GO CRUNCHYROLL AND WATCH IT.
FOR FREE.
HAHAS.
AND TO THINK PEOPLE SPEND $10 WHEN YOU CAN GET IT FOR FREE.
LOLS.
ANYWAY.
EXAM.
AROUND THE CORNER.
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHALE IS DOING?
AHAHAS.
I'M LAME TO BRING THAT UP NOW.
OK.
FORGET ME.
I JUST REALISED.
I END UP SLACKING FOR 6 HOURS A DAY.
OK THATS IT IF I CONTINUE, THERE WILL NO LONGER BE A CADET CHEO ZI HAN IN NYNP!
ARGH!
I MUST STUDY!
STUDY.
I SHALL BRAINWASH MYSELF INTO STUDYING.
AND THEN USE MY PSYCHIC POWERS TO PREDICT THE SUBJECTS TESTED.
THEN HYPNOTISE MYSELF INTO REMEMBERING EVERYTHING IN THAT SUBJECT.
HAHAS.
SEE I SO GOOD.
ONLY ONE PROBLEM.
OK.
A FEW PROBLEMS.

I HAVE YET TO FULLY GRASP THE METHOD OF SELF HYPNOTISATION.
I HAVE NOT REACHED A STAGE THAT ALLOWS ME TO SEE WHAT exactly IS TESTED.
I HAVE NOT DONE ANY RESEARCH ON BRAINWASHING. (SO I SHOULD START IMMEDIATELY SO AS TO LET MY BRILLIANT PLAN SUCCEED.)

SIGH.

SO MANY THINGS, SO LITTLE TIME.

OK.

GOOD NIGHT.

zihan x)

2007-09-07T15:31:00.000+08:00

Exams are coming soon =( I hate it lor. Hey wait, but then have Dec hols once we get pass the exams. I don't know if I will do well..

This is worrying for me. Hols are coming to an end, but I feel like just crapping a lot. How do you come up with all your reasonings. I'm always entertained by your posts leh, Zi Han.

Oh yes, when are we going to PY's house to sew our bag? I still remember our evil plan that time.

Well, I'm just being lame and didya know squadmates gave us fruit names? I forgot mine le. I don't know if it is a good idea. Anyway, I hope to see you after school reopens, kay?

<3<3<3<3

2007-08-17T22:33:00.000+08:00

HELLO KHENG WEE.
THIS IS OUR 19TH POST.
HAHAS.
90TH AND 19TH.
ALL GOT A 9.
LOLS.
ARGH.
___ IS SOEVIL.
ABANDON DALT?!
NEVER!!
MUAHAHAHAHAS...
I SHALL NOT ABANDON DALT.
NOPE.
NOT UNTIL I HAVE FINISHED LEARNING GU3 AND SHI1.
YES.
AND OF COURSE LONG2.
MUAHAHAHAS...
I FEEL LIKE ROARING.
ROAR ROAR ROAR.
LOLS.
x))
RAHHS.
NOT A BIT BETTER.
LOLS.
HAHAS.
OH YA, TODAY DURINGA ACT.
HAHAS.
THE WATER BREAK THING.
MA'AMS WERE STUNNED OR SOMETHING.
DONT KNOW LAH.
HAHAS.
ACTUALLY, I HAVE ALSO NEVER HEARD OF IT.
HONESTLY.
NEVER.
OH YAH.
WE CHANGED INTO PT KIT WITHIN 8 MINS AND 53 SECS!
WOOHOO!
WE ARE GOOD.
41 IS GOOD.
THEN IN SEC 4 WE SHALL ALL END UP IN 4/1!!
AHAHA.
4+1=5.
4-1=3
THEN WE SHALL BE IN CLASS 3/5 ALSO.
(I HAVE A WIERD FEELING ABOUT THIS.)
(BUT I CANT NAME IT.)
(SO FORGET IT.)
WHEE HEE HEE.
I'M CRAPPING HERE.
IN A VAIN ATTEMPT TO BRIGHTEN THIS UP.
SHALL I PUT IT BLUE, OR YELLOW?
OR MAYBE EVEN RED!
HMMM.
ARGH.
I JUST REMEMBERED.
MY PSL INTERVIEWIS ON MONDAY, DURING LUNCH.
I WONDER WHEN'S PEI TING AND ESTHER AND PEI YIN'S.
HMMM.
MAYBE NEAR MINE?
YA.
HOPEFULLY.
LOLS.
OH.
I ALSO REMEMBERED THE OTHER WIERD ACTS OF ___.
WHAT "OUT-OF-ACTIVITY INTERACTION" OR WHATEVER.
AND DO PUMPING AND RECORD DOWN.
YA.
REALLY.
MORNING 2, 3+ WAKE UP CANNOT SLEEP SO DO 25 PUMPING ON THE BED.
LOLS.
SO WIERD LARH.
WAIT.
I JUST REMEMBERED.
PENDULUM.
HAHAS.
DONT KNOW WHY I THOUGHT OF THAT.
OH YA.
I HAVENT READ THE GLENICIA-THING YET.
POOR SQUADMATES.
GET GLENICIA.
...
OK.
I HAVE BLOGGED ENOUGH.
AND NOW I WISH TO SLEEP.
YA.
ERM.
SO.
GOODNIGHT.
AND I SUSPECT THAT I HAVE MERCURY POISONING.
MY TOES WERE TWITCHING.
BUT THEN AGAIN, THEY'VE BEEN SORE ALLDAY.
HAHAS.
LOLS.
THAT so DOES NOT MEAN ANYTHING.
YA.
ERM.
ANYWAY, BACK TO THE POINT.
YA.
ERM.
GOODNIGHT!
x))

2007-08-10T23:15:00.000+08:00

HELLO KHENGWEE I AM BACK.
x))
SOMETHING EVEN MORE TRAUMATISING HAPPENED.
OH, YES, AND I SHOULDNT REALLY BE BLOGGING.
NOT ABOUT THIS, ANYWAY.
ERM.
YAH.
HAHA YOU'RE ONLINE.
I'M ONLINE, BUT I'M APPEARING OFFLINE.
HEE.
I LIKE DOING THAT.
ANYWAY, SQUADMATES' DISPLAY NAMES ARE ALL SOMETHING LIKE
"I BELIEVE IN..."
WIERD.
LOLS.
SO SAD.
I'M GETTING NEW SPECTACLES TOMORROW.
AND I'M DREADING IT.
YES.
I RECOGNISE THAT FEELING IN MY STOMACH.
DREAD.
I DONT KNOW WHY.
ITS JUST NEW SPECS.
YA.
ERM.
MAYBE I'M SCARED THAT THE TRAUMAS WILL REPEAT.
AGAIN.
HONESTLY, I HAVE WEAK HEART.
STILL ATTEMPTING TO RECREATE DA CHANG JIN PHILOSOPHY.
I REMEMBER SOMETHING...
ABOUT BOLSTERS, AND BEING HARD.
THAT WAS IN THE PART I DONT REMEMBER.
I REMEMBER THE BACK.
IT'S ABOUT DCJ, TAKING MY EYES OUT.
AND SHE GIVES IT TO THE PANDA, HUANGSHANG.
(THE HUANG SHANG IN THE SHOW WAS BLIND WHEN I WROTE THIS.)
AND THERE WAS A PS PART.
SAYING I LOVE POLAR BEARS.
(I PUT THAT THERE DUE TO ITS IRRELEVANCE.)
YA.
I STILL REMEMBER.
JUST A BIT.
YES, SO I SHALL REMEMBER THE REST...
... IN TIME.
ANYWAY, SINGAPORE'S 42.
HAHA.
AND LAST YEAR, SHE WAS 41!
IT'S WIERD, LIKE LAST YEAR.
YOU SEE "41" AND YOU GO LIKE, THIS IS ANOTHER NUMBER.
THEN THIS YEAR, YOU GO, 41!! YAY!!!
HAHA.
SOMEONE MENTIONED THIS BEFORE TO ME.
CANT REMEMBER WHO.
YA.
.\/.
---
LOLS.
YA.
ANYWAY, WHO TALKED TO YOU ON WEDNESDAY?
(WEDNESDAY, 8TH OF AUGUST 2007, AFTER 6 PM. AND AFTER XCOUNTRY.)
HAHA.
I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW.
;P ;P ;P ;P ;P ;P ;P ;P ;P ;P ;P ;P ;P
AND WAS IT TRAUMATISING?
HAHA.
MINE WAS ____ ____________.
LOLS.
HAHA.
CRAPPING HERE.
SORRY. xS.
AHA.
I JUST FIGURED OUT WHAT I'M SCARED OF.
AS IN, ABOUT MY NEW SPECS.
I'M SCARED OF PEOPLE LAUGHING AT ME.
PARTLY MY FAULT, I DIDNT BRACE THEM.
SIGH.
WHATEVER.
I MEAN, WHO WOULDNT LAUGH?
SO I SHALL JUST PUT THEM ALL OFF.
THE LATER THEY SEE ME THAT WAY, THE BETTER.
YA.
I SHOULD DO THAT.
OOPS.
GOT TO GO.
BYEBYE.

2007-08-10T11:33:00.000+08:00

HELLO KHENGWEE.
I'M POSTING LIKE I SAID I WOULD.
HAHA.
WAIT, I THINK I FOUND SOMETHING.
AND I'M GOING OUT SOON.
OH.
HOW SAD, I DIDNT FIND ANYTHING.
I'M SEARCHING FOR THE ORIGINAL SKIN USED.
THE LEGENDARY ONE.
USED TO CREATE THE DA CHANG JIN PHILOSOPHY.
WRITTEN BY YOURS TRULY.
I'M GOING TO RECREATE THE PHILOSOPHY.
SOMEHOW.
I MADE A POWERPOINT SLIDESHOW ON IT.
WITH ALL THE PICTURES AND EVERYTHING.
HAHAS.
NICE.
YA.
SIGH.
STILL PRETTY TRAUMATISED.
DO YOU WANT THE METHOD TO SELF-CRAMP YOUR LEG?
OOPS.
HAVE TO GO.
BYEBYE. x))

Inspired to be better?

2007-07-28T21:53:00.000+08:00

It's easy to feel like
You're all alone
To feel like nobody knows
The great that you are
The good that's inside you
Is trying so hard to break through

Maybe it's your time to lift off and fly
You won't know if you never try
I will be there with you all of the way
You'll be fine

[Chorus]
Don't let anyone
Tell you that you're not strong enough
Don't give up
There's nothing wrong with just being yourself
That's more than enough
So come on and raise your voice
speak your mind and make some noise
And sing
Hey, hey
Make some noise
Hey, hey, yeah

You want to be known
You want to be heard
And know you are beautiful
You have so much to give
Some change you wanna live
So shout it out and let it show

You have a diamond inside of your heart
A light that shines bright as the stars
Don't be afraid to be all that you are
You'll be fine

[Chorus]
Don't let anyone
Tell you that you're not strong enough
Don't give up
There's nothing wrong with just being yourself
That's more than enough

So come on and raise your voice
speak your mind and make some noise
And sing
Hey, hey
Make some noise
Hey, hey, yeah

[Bridge]
You can't just sit back and watch the world change
What matters is what you've got to say
There's no one else who can stand in your place
So come on it's never too late

Maybe it's your time to lift off and fly
You won't know if you never try

[Chorus]
Don't let anyone
Tell you that you're not strong enough
Don't give up
There's nothing wrong with just being yourself
That's more than enough
So come on and raise your voice
speak your mind and make some noise
And sing
Hey, hey
Make some noise
Hey, hey, yeah
Hey, hey
(Make some noise)
speak your mind and make some noise
And sing hey, yeah
Hey, yeah
Hey, yeah
Make some noise
Hey, yeah
Hey, yeah
Hey, yeah
Make some noise
Hey, hey
Make some noise
Hey, hey, yeah

This is so powerful, I really think I should be myself and let go of everything. Just relax.

2007-07-16T21:31:00.000+08:00

Yay, you've posted. Nice thing to say - under renovation. :D

Tomorrow got DALT <3 it! I think sec 3 ma'ams will take us. Very nervous. And Puay Ling said we might have to retake history test because a lot of people know the questions to the paper :( SO yuck lah. I studied then must go through that whole process again.

Wonder what time we will go home tomorrow. And I hope the PT will not be super tough.

Sad stuff:

NO marshalling during 3km run
MY pen got stolen by my dad
POP coming soon
LOTS of test/quizzes.

Happy stuff:

DALT tomorrow?
Supporting ma'ams on Friday?
WE got friendster? =0

Sayonara. I hope that this week will go by smoothly.

2007-07-09T19:16:00.000+08:00

RENOVATING IN PROGRESS.

PLEASE BE PATIENT.

THE RAINBOW LIFE.

2007-06-24T20:56:00.000+08:00

no no no no no.

DELTA IS THE BEST.

We are the best.

The best of the best.

Yes.

We rock the rest.

We are the very best.

2007-06-24T19:08:00.000+08:00

BRAVO :D

Nothing will stop us from being the most endearing. Wo men shi zui ke ai de. Haha. Holidays ending soon. I still thinking about camp. I remember the chicken feet and nightwalk. Those made me feel lonely. One can't see some more. I got splashed and smeared with tomatoes and cucumbers. I thought I smelt papaya. Our 39 ma'ams were behind me and they were grabbed away. I tried to hold on but...ya. We only had 5 Bravarians at one point of time I think. And my shi dai was so dirty with fruits. I think YanNi said we looked like rotten fruit sellers. I totally agree with that. We looked so lang2 bei4 in dripping fruit juice.

And I think I managed to complete nightwalk all by myself! I'm so happy. There were so many spooky stuff on the way lah. Ma'ams were telling us not to look into mirrors and windows because they might be something we don't recognise. And ma'ams also said to pretend everything creepy was planned by them. Don't they know that's scary lol?

I was quite scared at first. Not afraid of spooky stuff, but I thought I might miss the checkpoints :P I spotted the huge sheet of white paper on the dark window. I was quite afraid to look in at first, but when I looked, it was totally dark. I couldn't see much. The scariest was at the NP room! The task was put up on a noticeboard and I walked in after reading the task. It was well lit to me, but I didn't expect it to be more scary than other dark places.

Ma'ams slammed the doors and a lullaby-like handphone ringtone started ringing. I thought I heard a little pegging. And then when I reached near the door the other side, I think one ma'am was under the table wearing a poncho, moaning and reaching out her hand. I was like, "Oh my." I was quite nervous. I just ignored the sound and looked for my name. As soon as I caught sight of the paper, I grabbed it and walked out briskly. After everything ended, Pei Ting said I looked calm when I walked out of the NP corridor when she & Jinghong ma'am saw me. Nice fact.

But I have to admit that the PT was quite to the extreme. I think it can be a challenge for everyone. I missed one round on the 2nd day :( Anyway, I really liked ATC a lot.

Ke Shi, holidays are ending! I don't want them to end, I haven't got enough of it. I wished I had a longer one. Then I can try doing the crest for the board.

It's super frustrating now. My mum is screaming at me. Gotta go.

2007-06-24T14:15:00.000+08:00

wheeheehee.

hello khengwee.

x))

hmm.

you got stomachache during camp.

actually, sounds quite like what happened to me.

during dalt.

you get what i mean.

ya.

erm.

i shall blog about delta.

DELTA'S THE BEST!!

ADMIT IT, WE ALL KNOW THAT.

anyway, that day ma'am was saying we got the most something.

and she was saying start with c end with c.

and i was thinking catastrophic.

is it spelled that way?

nevermind.

so, erm...

that's it.

buhbye/tahtar.

2007-06-23T13:01:00.000+08:00

Well, since I am unable to blog all about ATC, I'll just write whatever I think of.

For the results, Alpha got the best company, BRAVO got most endearing (Jia you!), Charlie got the most spirited and Delta got the most charismatic.

Overall, the camp was so exciting and ci4 ji1. It's really unforgetttable, although it was quite tiring. I was MSNing YanNi yesterday and she was very lei4 also. Very challenging, I felt that I pushed myself to the limit in the camp. I think everyone got a stronger sense of urgency and squadmates and I like, mustered courage to help everyone around. I feel that at first we were not as zhi2 jie1 & shuang3 kuai4 to help at the first second.

Also, we also tried to hold on and persevere much more than we usually did. I was proud and like hen2 you3 cheng2 jiu4 gan3. I have never did such PTs in my entire life before.

I also learnt to help each other more, and think of others whatever we do. I could have improved on volunteering more and sharing my ideas. I feel a little disappointed.

After campfire, I started to she bu de zou. I think other squadmates ye3 yi2 yang4. On the third day, I was determined to push myself, over the limit, if I could. However, in one of the rounds, where we ran with rifles, I went to the toilet. I had a really weird stomachache. I got out quite quickly. I didn't know what was wrong. I continued running despite the pain. It started and stopped a lot. It was very uncomfortable and painful. At least I finished the PT. When we proceeded on to breakfast, I felt like I wanted to vomit. There was something bittery and sour at my throat. Stuck. YanNi helped me to tell ma'am. I didn't think of telling. I told her, maybe I needed to go toilet or something. I was at lost actually.

I spent quite some time at the medic station. Our 39 ma'ams helped Jia Jia and I with the breakfast. When I went to the toilet to wash my hands, I tried to spit out the weird taste at my throat. When I sat down, the pain started coming back. Ya, so it was like that like for a number of times. I kept grabbing my fingers. Now my fingers are reddish and the skin peeled off. Enough about that. I feel sick now.

When I took my longest shower since the past three days yesterday, I discovered I was bruised all over. Especially the huge blue-black patch on my right hip bone. I can't even place my elbow really near it suddenly. Luckily, I didn't suffer any blisters.

I think I shall continue tomorrow, if I have time. Zi Han, add to the archive if you can.

BRAVO
我们是最棒的！

2007-06-22T19:04:00.001+08:00

END OF ATC le....

It's so unforgettable. Wo yi ding bu hui wang ji de. This blog is so quiet. I can think in silence.

On the first day

We fell in as squads and then on the day itself, the companies were announced with its members. Glenda, Pei Ting, YanNi and I were in Bravo. I thought I reached school quite early and around 6 plus, but lots of squadmates zao dao le. We were given rifles for the first time and we were to take care of them. Right after the beginning, we had a bag check. What we had to do was to take everything out from our bags and lay it on a table. We exchanged positions with ma'ams and double checked their belongings. I was a little pressurised by the time limit.

eep gtg check my blog :D

2007-06-19T22:25:00.000+08:00

ROAR.
YOU'RE NOT ALONE IN THIS, KHENG WEE.
SIGH.
I'M AS STRESSED TOO.
DOUBLE SIGH.
THERE'S, LIKE, SO MUCH THERE IS TO DO.
SO LITTLE TIME.
REMINDS ME OF MARY-KATE AND ASHLEY.
WHAT A LONG TIME AGO.
SIGH.
PERSONALLY, I THINK THE SEC 2 AND 3 MA'AMS WILL LAUGH AT US.
WHEN THEY SEE US IN FULL UNIFORM.
I WONDER WHICH COMPANY I'LL BE IN.
AND YOU, TOO.
MAYBE THE SAME.
THE CHANCE IS ABOUT 25%.
OR IS IT EVEN CALCULATED LIKE THAT?
ARGH.
NEVERMIND.
FORGET IT.
THERE'S SO MUCH THAT I NEED TO DO.
SO MUCH...
SO I CANT START AT ALL.
AS A RESULT.
SIGH.
I REALLY WANT TO SKIP ATC.
BUT I WONT.
OH, AND,
ERM,
I GOT ANOTHER STOMACH CRAMP TODAY.
SIGH.
HAHA.
MY FRIEND CAME TO USE THE COMPUTER TODAY.
SHE USED IT FROM 2 UNTIL 10.
8 HOURS.
HER DEGREE IS GOING TO WORSEN.
PEOPLE ARE TALKING ABOUT YOU IN SQUAD BLOG, RIGHT?
NEVERMIND.
IGNORE THEM ALL.
AND YOUR NAME IS ON THE NP WEBSITE!!
THAT'S A VERY VERY GOOD THING TOO.
I WISH MINE WAS THERE.
RAHHS.
BUT IT ISNT.
AND MY FAVOURITE SHOW ENDS TOMORROW.
AND ATC STARTS TOMORROW.
SO SO DEPRESSED OVER IT.
ROAR ROAR ROAR.
DONT KNOW WHY I SUDDENLY LIKE TO TYPE ROAR.
MAYBE ITS BECAUSE OF her.
YOU KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT.
YES, YOU DEFINITELY KNOW.
SHALL POST HERE MORE OFTEN, THEN.
I SEWED ON THE FORMATION .
HOPE ITS NOT WRONG.
MUST MEMORISE ALL THE REPORTING BY TOMORROW.
I HAVENT EVEN STARTED.
TOMORROW WEAR MUFTI (BY POPULAR DEMAND.).
RAHHS.
STRESSED LARH.
AIYA.
ALL DIE LARH.
I'M SO PESSIMISTIC.
OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT.
CANT HELP IT.
EVEN THE MOST OPTIMISTIC PEOPLE WILL TURN PESSIMISTIC.
AT THIS TIME.
REMINDS ME OF...
I FORGOT.
SIGH.
DONT BRING ILLEGAL STUFF!
ALTHOUGH SQUADMATES HAVE FOUND THE BRILLIANT METHOD.
YEAH.
BUT I WAS KIND OF THINKING OF SOMETHING ELSE IN MIND.
BESIDES THAT METHOD.
SIGH.
THIS IS REALLY DEPRESSING.
HONESTLY.
I HAVE NO CLUE WHAT I SHOULD DO.
SO MANY THINGS, SO LITTLE TIME.
SIGH.
I REALISED THAT MY COUSIN KEEPS QUOTING.
YES.
SHE QUOTES FROM MY BLOG.
BECAUSE SHES LAZY.
SHES LAZY TO TYPE AND SHE LIKES TO...
ERM...
GAO3 LES.
SHE LIES ON PEOPLE.
GIRLS ESPECIALLY.
AND HER SISTER TOO.
SIGH.
NEVERMIND.
MUST GO AND PACK NOW.
SEE YOU.
MUST GO AND ASK QUESTIONS NOW.
AND PLEASE BRING YOUR CAMP BOOKLET TOMORROW.
I DIDNT KNOW WHICH IS THE RIGHT ONE SO I PRINTED TWO.
THEN I CAN COMPARE.
COUGHING REALLY BADLY.
SIGH.
COUGH COUGH COUGH COUGH COUGH.
SIGH.
COUGH THROUGH ATC.
OK.
BUHBYE NOW.
AND SHALL NOT UPDATE PROFILE.
NOT JUST YET.

2007-06-19T18:26:00.000+08:00

I feel so reluctant. I can't leave my home sweet home and the computer. Also got the TV.

No one will understand..

Holidays are ending, I don't want it to end so soon. I am afraid I will stone there during the fake emergency. What if I didn't apply the correct treatment to the casualty? It is all terrifying. My ugly whistle is affecting me.

ATC seems so tough. No home clothes at all. I feel myself quivering now. No one told us how ATC was like. Well, 5 squadmates in a squad isn't that bad. I'm afraid, that I can't get up. Lots of troubling and worrying thoughts are going through my mind at the moment.

I get less time to prepare. It's my sister's birthday and we have to go out for dinner soon. We are also celebrating dad's birthday at the same time, his birthday is 10 days later.....

I am not prepared. zen me ban, zi han? I reckon you won't read this by tonight. Rawr, I think I won't finish blogging everything I am thinking of.

My major worries.

-what if my stuff can't fit into my bag?
-can i bring a long bag? (my bag is very tall)
-can i use plastic bags for rags and shoes?
-am i able to do all the PTs?

:( I wanna cry.

2007-06-04T18:44:00.000+08:00

A lame result

`kw

2007-05-27T14:56:00.000+08:00

HELLO, KHENGWEE!!

I'M BLOGGING.

ERM.

LOOK.

HAHAS.

THAT WAS NOTHING.

x)) x)) x)) x)) x)) x))

WHEE.

I'M OFF TO BUY THE NP STUFF.

SEE YOU ON MONDAY.

AND...

ERM...

WAIT.

I FORGOT WHAT I WANTED TO TYPE.

ERM...

...

...

WE MUST REACH SCHOOL BY 8+

TOMORROW,

RIGHT?

I HOPE SO.

SO, ON THE SAFE SIDE,

I'LL TRY TO REACH BY 7.00+

THANKS!!

TAHTAR/BUHBYE.

x)) x)) x)) x)) x)) x)) x)) x)) x)) x))

2007-05-26T13:28:00.001+08:00

My artwork. I guess I'm rather "empty" today, couldn't evoke any feelings in anyone.

`kw

2007-05-26T13:02:00.000+08:00

Ma'ams' passing out parade is coming soon I don't want that to come soon. Last Friday's DALT was super challenging. That's yesterday actually. I remember one. 1 12 123 123 pause 1123 puase 1234 111 123

I'm not exactly sure about the others

We were reprimanded for not falling in properly, however, I didn't know what happened exactly. I have a feeling that I tend to fidget or breathing heavily when I'm nervous.

After we finished practising, I followed our squadmates to get the equipment. I wanted to take the shi tou at first, but they were taken. Then I noticed the bench. I stretched out to reach it, but one ma'am was walking over. I was wondering, "To take or not to take?" In the end, ma'am turned to take another equipment. I was told to put the benches in the carpark. For a moment, I did not know who to follow, as the two ma'ams took separate ways to join the unit. I stepped forward, towards the staircase door. I was nervous and I just asked ma'am if I could help her carry the bucket. I don't think Jinqing ma'am heard me, or knew I was talking to her. Another ma'am tapped her to let her know. I felt so [sha].

I got changed and as usual, I went to the canteen for food. Wenxian, Peiyin and I went to the bus stop. And Peiyin was finishing up her drink, so we waited and waited. Then we saw someone and something that was pretty odd. Anyway, I went home with my bag rather light.

I bought a bag of chips on the way home, close to 8. I was super famished at that time. I actually finished my dinner, it was bee hoon soup. So there were lots of water. Not that filling after all.

I wonder when Zi Han will post

I'm indulging myself in avatar making, will post them later

`kw

2007-05-19T17:45:00.000+08:00

My MSN icons - made on Photoshop =)
Please ask me for permission to use them if you distribute them as they are used by alyson-michalka.net

See if you can tell which are made when I'm sad. It's rather obvious, as the avatars are to the extreme.

`kw

2007-05-19T17:09:00.001+08:00

Hey Zi Han, I've gotten the layout up. I know it's not as good as other layouts, but I'm so glad. I made it myself. Dunno whether you like Aly Michalka though. I love her singing. =) Then when you are free, just fill in your likes and dislikes etc on the html page. I've filled in mine already/

Anyway, I love my uniform a lot! It's so pretty. If anyone wants to tag, feel free to do so.

`kw